she called me around 7 this morning, informing me that she had safely arrived at her friend’s place. and she sound a lot, lemme say again, a lot lot lot more better than when she was at her old place. after showering, eating and mayb resting, I didn’t hear any coughing when we spoke. Alhamdulillah…

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seharian duk mengadap laptop dr pg sampai ptg. dgn tak makan, tak mandi. menunggu dia online. alhamdulillah kul 1 td dia online. dah rasa bole bernafas sikit. dpt jugak tanya kabar, sakit mcm mana, makan ker tak. katanya kawannye dkt dublin akan dtg amik dlm kul 11 waktu sana, lebey kurang kul 7 mlm waktu [...]

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live my life

my boss finally cut down the internet for operators. soro soro ka na tte kanji….? mayb because he saw that works has been moving real slow lately. I’ve told them, they won’t listen to me. wanna say, serve you guys rite, but feel a bit sorry for them too … but mayb my boss just [...]

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my brother finally bought a laptop and signed up at Facebook. he found me and added me. we talk using pm cos he still learning using laptop and internet. i mean he didn’t update his status like normal facebookers do all the time. today I found out he commented on his friend status. I am [...]

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i don’t know what to do

mum called me few times last week. dad too. they were frantic. bro told them that chee told him that she couldn’t catch up with study. she was thinking that mayb if she quit now, there won’t be so much to pay back. next i know, she told mum that she is coming back to malaysia. on monday. which [...]

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heartache

sent irfan to his mum last night. drove straight from after work, bangi-kuantan-bangi. arrived at home 3.30 am. slept until 7 am this morning. i woke up and my mum said she had to go back this morning. cos my dad asked her to come home asap. my cousin will get married, siti, the orphan. he [...]

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my brother and ifran

my mom is taking care of her grandson, irfan. he’s with us because my brother was going to go to australia, to work there. so they brought him to kb, so that my brother can spend some time with his son before he leave. i have a hectic and tiring days since i came back. [...]

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yacchata!!!! demmit!

i’ve gone and done it. demmit!!!! i’m such a bad sister!!! part of it was my fault. i didn’t told her exactly when i wanna leave. i planned to go to the office late today, but when i went to check on her at 7.30, she was still in her futon, sleeping. then she told me [...]

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i’m tired!! genkai da!

i’m at my limit. i mean seriously. how can you be so SELFISH!!!! up until now i just patiently dealt with all the craps that u think were and are always ok for U. let me see. 1st, when we moved. i basically packed EVERYTHING, not just my things but EVERYTHING that we share. in [...]

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i am auntie now …

pg nie masa chee turun keta, tetiba dia bgtau, wanie dah bersalin. anak lelaki. tp jer jer info yg aku tau. lgpun aku tak berckp sgt ngan dia. kejap lagi nak kena tefon mak tanya. tu dia, aku secara rasminyer sudah bergelar makcik. haih, perasaan bercampur baur. seronok sbb dpt anak sedara tp sedih mengenangkan masalah [...]

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