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he he he. cos she asked about hiroC ^^ muahahahhahahaha

me mom was here for almost a week. we sent her back yesterday at the airport. she came because suraya was coming home, so she wanted to be here, see her trendy daughter pushing the trolley at the airport. she wanted to feel that feeling because suraya isn’t going to go back straight home, she usually will stay here with me a week before going back home.

i was very busy when she was here. i didn’t took her to anywhere, and of cos i didn’t manage to bring her to eat special meal somewhere, cos she always cook. ha ha ha. ma ii ka~~ but we talked, or rather, she talked and i listened. i guess that a must do when she come. like when u meet a long-time-no-see friend, you’ll talk a lot rite~ catching up. so she was feeling bored actually. after cleaning, tidying, rearranging almost everything, she sat in my room, watching me sewing. and i on my laptop, cos i can’t sew without ‘watching’ something .. a ha ha ha ha. and sometime the screensaver came up, featuring a very beautiful photoshoped picts of hiroC ^^. so she asked, ‘pompuan ke lelaki?’ wahahahahahahahahahahahhaha.

i don’t care. she asked, and i happily explained. i just didn’t told her that i want to marry him ROLF XDDDDDD. i even showed her natsume, cos she keep asking, which one is his voice ~ fu fu fu fu fu. and when we went and picked up suraya, suraya gave me the mag, Pick Up Voice featuring hiroCon the cover. me mom took that mag and keep looking at him and complaining that he looked like a girl. a ha ha ha. and she guess his age is 21 .. wah hahahahahahahahahaha.  but then she took arashi mag, and keep praising jun. tsk!

me mom basically can go with anything that her children like. artist, concert, anime, dorama. and we can talk to her about our obsession. and she’ll stay watch anything, anime, dorama, concert with us if she don’t have to do anything. and i can bring her along to almost anywhere (not karaoke tho, ha ha ha) even when i when to hang out with my friends.

me mom is the best.

it’s just hurt to see that her life even until now is not a happy one. i pray that i still have time and courage to make her happy.

but me mom is the best.

i’ve gone and done it. demmit!!!! i’m such a bad sister!!!

part of it was my fault. i didn’t told her exactly when i wanna leave. i planned to go to the office late today, but when i went to check on her at 7.30, she was still in her futon, sleeping. then she told me that she’s gonna take a leave again today but she wanna use my car. okaaaaaayyy, but aren’t you supposed to wake up as usual since u still have to drive me to my office??? but it’s ok, since i planned to go late anyway. so around 8.30 i woke up, getting ready. and when i was ironing my tudung, she just woke up. she checked on me, saw that i was almost ready. then she went to iron her cloth. fine. i could wait. i took everything that i wanted to bring, clothes that i cut last nite till 2 am for jahit tepi, books from library that i have to renew, water, beg, bla bla bla, put them into the car, started the car  and waited. but she didn’t came. i went to check on her again then i heard that she was just getting shower. whut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i waited for a few minutes, my patient level was getting low. i had many places to stop by this morning. kharisma (sewing shop), few banks and if i had time, mayb get some breakfast. but i have to waste my time waiting for her, again????? no, sorry. no more. i got into the car, drove away, left her in the shower!!!!!

but seriously, it’s hard to be mean. i felt guilty (like it was my fault!!! demmit) so i stopped at petrol stesen near my house, thinking that if she called, i would go and pick her up. well, she did called, asking “kak tingga oghe ko???” and i said, “ho lah!!!” but then i didn’t know what to say anymore +.+!!! then she said in defeated voice, ‘takpolah’. DEMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!

i knew i’m going to keep hearing the ‘takpolah’ inside my head for the whole day, but i didn’t went back to pick her. i drove to office, stopped at kharisma, forget about banks and breakfast, cos i was already late.

i dunno, but i think she deserve that, once in a while. hope that will make her think, will make her consider ppl more, will make her stop been self-centered. hopefully.

but i know the result of today incident. it’s just proved that i’m a mean sister. yeah, i’m not nice. i just hide the mean streak in me and fool everybody by playing a BIT nice.

i’m gonna repeat 5×10 hundredth times today. I’M NOT GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!

hare no hi would be a nice distraction tooo …

is out. somebody uplot it at nico2 and the caring fans shared it on LJ. oh wow. today is 11/8. amazing ^^ ….

the song? ah yes, he he he. my deary is a genki song. u can certainly relate to natsu feeling when u hear my diary. but i’m bias. i love hiroC. so when i listen to the song, i smile because of his voice, not the song. *bonk*

i’m repeating the song now, nonstop. the song is really nice actually. genki, happy, relax. the kind of song that u cannot relate to anime. that’s important. if u hear a song from a seiyuu and u think it has the anime feeling to it then the song cannot stand by itself. i heard that many fans and and not fans ordered the single. wish hiroC manage to get top10 at oricon, even if just a day. cos My Dear Girl certainly manage to get at no 10 spot last time.

still, can’t compare it to 5×10. like i told before, no one can make me feel that way like arashi’s song. still i’m happy. and i know i’m gonna be very very very very happy when the pv come out. ho ho ho. and in term of pv, hiroC’s stand on the same level as arashi’s. mayb more .. ha ha ha

oh, why i keep comparing both of them *bonk*. i told myself hundred times before that don’t expect too much from his song. it’s ok as long as i’m happy. aaaaahhhhhhhh. wakkatteru nano ni ~~~ i know. i know. i find all excuses for him cos i want other ppl to like him to. like i did. it’s normal to want other to like and praise ur idol rite. ah, liking seiyuu is hard!!! cos u basically alone. 

ma ikka~~~

i bet onoD will sing My Diary much much much much better than him. wahahahahahahaha XDDDDDDD. but not the pv. nope. only hiroC can achieved that level of cuteness!!! i mean, i basically can watch the pv without hearing the song and i still keep drooling. he’s that cute!!! ^^ hiroC~~~~

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from something else or somebody else. not even from hiroC or onoD. moto moto wa i actually like song very much. doesn’t matter whose singing it. and of cos having my favourite singer sing it is a bonus. and i like a kind of song that is heavy, both in melody and lyric. that’s y i can listen to malaysian divas (okay, i wanna called them diva) aishah, nora, gee, ct .. all the oldies songs even they are all, basically very sad, that up to some point u’ll be thinking, ‘org mesia nie asyik putus cinta jer ke?’ ha ha ha. because that kind of song gets to my heart. stays in my heart.

but arashi’ s always manage to get to my heart, sad or happy. mayb because i love arashi. but seriously, they always came out with song that is meaningful. either when u listen to the lyric .. or even when u just close ur mind and enjoy the sound of their voice blended with beautiful melody and music arrangement, i felt some gentle touch to my heart. i like this kinda of song. it always remind me that how lucky i am to be able to live and have a chance to listen to this song. and it always always lift up my spirit, make me appreciate this life that Allah gave me and make me wanna work harder than before.

arashi, u thanked each other in 5×10. but i wanna thank you for subarashii kizuna that u guys have. kokoro kara, hontou ni arigatou gozaimashita.

i’m going to post the new single from arashi after this, with translation, but i’m going to lock it cos it’s not mine. u know the pass. pls, do listen, and read the translation ….

i’m at my limit. i mean seriously. how can you be so SELFISH!!!! up until now i just patiently dealt with all the craps that u think were and are always ok for U. let me see. 1st, when we moved. i basically packed EVERYTHING, not just my things but EVERYTHING that we share. in the kitchen, in the store, outside the house. ALONE but u just packed UR things, AND with the help from ur friends!!! and then because i was too tired, i just unpacked and cleared my room only and left everything else scattered in the living room. for the whole 2 weeks. because i have classes to attend during weekend. but u don’t event have the inch in your fiber being to help me  tidy up the kitchen, not a bit. so okay, fine. i could do it alone. and while i was on that, i managed to call the plumber to set up the paip for washing machine and fridge wiring because U will be complaining if i don’t settle the washing machine asap. because U wanna use it. surprisingly (yeah, big surprise, yeah, whatever) i settled everything. but how come U who didn’t do anything still have YOUR things scatter in the living room. how long are gonna left UR things there???

and then suddenly u wanna make everybody in your office happy, by cooking them kuzi, for your farewell. okay, fine, no problem. but you shouldn’t expected me to help you. because i was dem bz lately. and by the way, when i had to cook something for my office, u NEVER help. i and i alone did everything. after work, until 2 in the morning. but you even took a leave, and invited your friend to help you. but how come when i (who spent a whole day at the office) came back home, u didn’t even started preparing let alone start cooking!!! unbelievable. and when i asked what you did the whole day, u had the nerve to say u slept??? and you expect me to help you??? sorry, i have assignment, and a test coming up, and tuition, and sewing. yeah. i’m not very bz, it’s just that i don’t even have time to rest. demmit!!!

and it’s been 2 days, plus today, 3 days already since ur cooking ‘event’. but the kitchen still look like u are in the middle of cooking. how long are you gonna leave it like that? u didn’t even go to the office this week. and today u have BTN. so whose gonna clean up all your mess that U left behind. not to mention the mess that you left in the living room as well.

and i was late everyday this week. y??? because you didn’t have to go to work, so u woke up late. since you just have to send me to the office. i told you tenths times already that i’ll be starting at 8 again starting August. and here wasn’t your dem office, where you can came in anytime you want. do you have any idea what ‘look’ that i receive from my boss everytime i was late??? and everyday??? GOD!!!! and my car is sooo dirty and smelly. and you didn’t event think to go wash it or at least clear all the rubbish that U throw in my car. i feel like crying everytime i enter my car. i’ve been using it for 4 yrs and u just used it for 3 days.

and this morning, wow. i never think that things could get any worse. when i told u that i want to leave at 7.15, how come  you was so surprise. hello, everyday i was late because we leave at 7.30, and that without dropping you at commuter. so it’s natural to think that since i have to drop you at the commuter today, we have to leave a bit earlier than usual, rite!!!! and while i was putting on my make up, oh yes i have time to put on my make up without been late to the office, u asked me if i have the white baju kurung???? OMG … SUBHANALLAH. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. u were supposed to regist for BTN at 8.30 am and you ask about what you have to wear at 7 am the same day???? god, i don’t know what to say, what to think anymore. seriously, i have suggestion in my head. like white blouse with black skirt (and by the way, i have them both, i think) but i just continue putting on my make up. i pretended i didn’t hear what you were saying to ur freind on the fon asking for help cos .. what?? oooowh, u didn’t get the letter. then you just called and asked them what to wear, and the just said ‘formal wear’ and u just assume that your attire is formal already and when the letter arrived u didn’t even read that attire part carefully. hmmm, how come suddenly this morning u decided to read what to wear?? isn’t it better if u don’t know?? then you can go there happily wearing your formal attire??? i heard your plan. u are gonna go to kamdar today, to buy school uniform. owhhhh, is that mean u plan to go there late???? WOW, i mean, WOW!!!!!!!

you know, i think i’m a boring person. because i plan everything that i want or have to do. while you is a fun person. everybody loves you. u’re spontaneous and even when you did something last minute, u always manage to cut it close. safeeeeeee!!

i wonder how long are you gonna be like this. is it really bad thing to plan everything earlier??? i mean if you manage to do everything last minute by your own, i wouldn’t complain. but from what i see, u dragged almost everybody following your pace. u RUINED everyone else plans, and life too for god sake!!!!

i’m tired. i don’t wanna help you anymore. because, truthfully, i could never ask help from you. your hands are too full with your own things. i bet u actually never look back at me rite?? cos i always there. stay the same old me. while you have everything new everyday. that’s y u’re so bz. u have to do difference things everyday, while i just do the same things everyday. so u just think that i don’t need anyhelp.

i look at other older sister that can order around their sisters and i feel sad. cos let alone help me, i can’t even share my prob with my sister. cos we think differently. she will never understand me. i’m actually alone …..

 

 

just stop being selfish pls…

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes. it’s finally here. after a few months of waiting!!!!!!!

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee \\^o^// ………..

nyanko da~~~ isn't it cute??????

and this one is photo of live event where hiroC was wearing it ^^ .. hmm hmm hmmm

it's his own design. kyaaaaaaaa .... so cute ^^

now i have one as hiroC. i’m soooooooo hepi. it’s USD10 for printing and USD6.81 for shipping. yup, quit expensive. but i’m hepiiiiiiiiiii …

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YES YES YES YES YES YES OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

they are going to wrap up Inuyasha. yes yes yes. i know this also mean that Inuyasha is actually going to really END. no more. but but but, i can see Inuyasha move and talk and walk and and .. one last time. HOOOOREYYYYY

cos i’m lazy to type anything else, this is copy pasted from animenewsnetwork,

This year’s 34th issue of Shogakukan’s Weekly Shonen Sunday magazine will announce next Wednesday that an Inuyasha Kanketsu-hen (Inuyasha Final Chapter) television adaptation of Rumiko Takahashi’s manga has been green-lit. The anime will broadcast on Japan’s YTV this fall and cover the story in volumes 36 to 56 of the manga — the final 21 compiled book volumes. The original staff and cast will reunite for the new anime adaptation.

Shonen Sunday had promised earlier this month that it will be including a special news announcement about Inuyasha in issue #34. Takahashi had ended the Inuyasha manga in the same magazine last June. She has been serializing a new manga called RIN-NE (Kyōkai no Rinne) in the magazine as well as on TheRumicWorld.com website for North America readers since April 22. Viz Media has been releasing the Inuyasha manga in North America, and it has also released the original 2000-2004 television anime adaptation.

It’s coming this Oct. Otanoshimi!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY