i’ve registered as a student, part time student in UITM and now i’m bounded with schedule. school stuff. one of the sacrifice that i have to make in order to try to achieve what i seek. for this semester, i’ll have to attend seven weeks classes only. both saturday and sunday. which mean 12 hrs per week. we were deciding which weeks that we are going to attend for lecture and only god knows how hard i pray and pray that my lecturer gonna leave the 11 and 12 July open, but ….. 

so here i am. I.WON’T.BE.ABLE.TO.GO.TO.REDANG.ANYMORE. cos if i go, i’ll loose 12 hrs worth of lecture, which is crazy and i’m not crazy enuf. not for this anyway. it’s painful to think that i won’t be able to be with my friends, having fun but i’m sure everybody else had already experienced this. but me, always at the center of events. this is gonna be the 1st time for me.

i still don’t feel too sad thinking about not be able to join them but i mayb (or i’m sure) i’ll cry on the day itself. yeah yeah, call me sappy, whatever .. still, i  don’t wanna be left out, so pls have as much fun as u can guys and come back and tell me all the wonderful stories. ah, thinking back, this is the most desired place that i ever wanna go since we started this yearly travelling. i mean not redang particularly but an island.  hmm, if i’m younger, i maybe feel stronger about this, angry or sad, but i think, since i’m getting older and older, ive became much calmer, which is a good thing i think. accepting fate or qada’ dan qadar is hard. am i too exaggerating over just a holiday .. nah .. who care ~~

to niza, i’m really sorry cos i gave u headache and made u did the supposedly unnecessary new arrangement with the booking party. to all my friends, i’m sorry i couldn’t be there with u guys (ha ha, feel like VIP, tsk). don’t think much about me (hu hu, again the VIP mode *bonk*) and HAVE FUNNNNN TO THE FULLEST cos that’s what i did when even one of us couldn’t made it before. ha ha ha

this is not a sad post or whatever. i got some time in hand and i thought i shud write about this. i planned to write just a few lines but, yeah, as usual, i failed. ha ha ha. i shud go before i write another 3 or 4 paragraph more XDDDD

HAVE FUNNNNNNNN !!!!!!!