last night one of my students asked me,
“just math and science?? how bout geog and history??”
a ha ha ha, i just looked at her and smiled. adoiiii, i’m sorry, but i don’t have enuf time for that. seriously. kore mo seippai desu yo. giri giri genkai desu!!!
but of course, i’m happy, when my student themselves asked me that. cos the one who set up the tuition in the first place was the mom, but when a student asked for more, it means that i somehow manage to help them in study and they realised that. it makes me happy. it’s worth the time that i spent for them.
in other point, it also made me really really think that i’m suitable for teaching. i know how to explain things. i know how to make the study interesting. student usually said than i am strict but they like me. i think ^^. it’s normal to hear “cik roha garang” but it’s rare to hear ‘tak suka lah cik roha’ , he he he
. anyway, my point is, mayb i just shud pursue teaching. ha ha ha. i don’t know how many times i said this, but …. i dunno. i just don’t feel like it. haih. mayb i shud just place a bet on life. gamble a bit. like, if i don’t pass the ptd, then i will apply for kpli (do they still have it???) or slab or whatever ….
mayb i’m just a coward. i want a complete reassurance in life, stable income. that’s y i never thinking of quitting this boring job. if i just have just a little courage, i can just quit then concentrate crazily on tuition or sewing. i have skills, i should be fine!! …right????
haih, jinsei tte, muzukashi. the one that look so strong outside mayb just really weak inside. we have no way on knowing that.
but one thing i’m sure of, weak or strong, there’s no right or wrong. in the end, as long as we happy, then that’s good enuf. because good will let to better. ma~~ problem, uncertainty, sad .. that’s all part of life.
what’s the point of this entry anyway. ha ha ha. mayb i just like to write LOL