i think my age is catching me up. seriously. this week, straight, i fell asleep after i’m done eating. while watching. i don’t know what i’m so tired about. i don’t even have work at the office. i plan to study a bit or at least start sewing but …

haih, i’m old….

it was a fun weekend, but very tiring. i don’t know y… my dear dear friends all went to redang, i was alone. i got classes for the whole 2 days, saturday and sunday. i didn’t really feel tired actually but i ended up both day fell asleep, seriously, “tertidur” till morning.

on saturday, my class for morning period got cancelled, cos they were holding a get-to-know party with the dean, deputy dean, management stuff and so on. they provided foods so, oookaaaaayyyy, but i already feel tired before the afternoon class started, and i don’t even learn a thing yet. and for the 1st class my lect suddenly did a quiz, gyahhhhh, simple quiz which i unable to answer more that half the questions. just great!!!!!!!!!!! but i went to see aina @ DaiCon cos i wanna see arashi booth that she set up with other arashi’s fan anddddddd whuuuttttttttt??? chihara minori was there, holding a fan meeting and will be holding a concert on sunday. dem, i wish it was hiroC’s or onoD’s. tsk. oh, chihara minori is a seiyuu. but she’s also very popular as a singer altho i don’t really like her  voice, it’s moe anime voice. but SHE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!! after packing aina said she wanted to hang around with me so we went to alamanda. yep, we ended up watching transformer, he he, so i got back home around 12, and fell asleep without even cleaning my face. uwahhhhhhh

on sunday i went to class again and … dem i barely understood what the lect was teaching. we covered 3 chapters in a day!!!!!! i was sitting directly infront of the lecturer cos it was a small class, and i don’t want to sit at the back cos it’s hard to see what he wrote even from the 3rd row. so .. yeah. a ahhhh. it’s hard to be a part time student. everything will be rushed. one thing tho and i was quite surprised at myself. i didn’t sleep at all during lecture. ha ha ha. WOW!!!! altho i … hmmm … kinda ended up being a class monitor, sort of. dem my classmates. just becos i set up a yahoogroup for our class and being outspoken doesn’t mean that i wanna be a class representer. i hate it okay. i just wanna have a peacefull student life …. tsk. i’m gonna play dumb after this.

my friends had a good time i think. i received this from yam this morning

"U were here" she said

thank you guys for the thoughtful gift. i wish really was there but i’m glad u guys had fun

i planned to pay my study fee using epf. but since i have to pay on the registration day, i just swiped my cc 1st. then had to wait for letterhead from university, about a week, before i can proceed for claiming money from kwsp. so last wednesday, i went to kwsp to process the application and they said it’s gonna take 3 weeks for the application to go through. i was thinking of paying my cc bill using my saving at tabung haji 1st before the bank charge me for late payment. butttttttt .. wow, i checked my account today and kwsp already cleared my application and had banked in the money. wow … WOW … 3 days. ha ha. not 3 weeks. fuh … good job kwsp. feels like UNgovernment at all XDDDDD

i was reading my LJ flist this morning when the dem ’word’ pierced my heart. HiroC is married already???? O_o  TToTT. noooooooooooooo, i don’t believe it. no no no. plss tell me it’s not true. i don’t believe it. i don’t believe it. i don’t believe it. I.DON’T.WANNA.BELIEVE.IT!!!!!

the fans was talking in Hibiki forum about married seiyuus and one of them found from a chinese blog a list of married seiyuu. and HiroC’s name is in the list. DEM!!!!! but we don’t know how reliable that dem blog is so, let’s hoping it’s not true. pls let it be not true. pls pls pls

it isn’t like i don’t wanna him get married or something, it’s just that i wanna marry him. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. okay, i’m seriously going crazy. i’m delusional. the things is, for a fan, it’s much much much better if he come clear about this sort of things. these private stuffs. it’s okay if u don’t wanna mention ur favourite restaurant but it’s diff matter if u’re married or not. hiding it will break the fans heart more. no matter how sad we will be because he marry someone else other than us, ha ha ha, we’ll still be cheering for him, praying he’ll be happy with any lucky girl dem you that he choose, if he tell us about it. just honestly tell us about it.

but … it’s not like u are married or something rite??? HiroC???? HiroCCCCCCCCCCCCC… rite?? rite?? u’re still single rite?????? rite?????

yeah, i knew u are not. cos it’s gonna be either ME or OnoD rite?? ha ha ha ha

looks like they are gonna release a pict every month .. yay

my lower leg, calf isn’t it?? it hurts like hell. it is hurting since yesterday but i still managed to walk normally yesterday. today i walk funny, cos it hurts soo much. i can reduce the pain by widen my step but it’ll look even funnier (yeah, i wanna look cool even it’s dem hurting *bonk*) so i step slowly, gently. ha ha ha ha ha. but the things is, for someone that use to walk fast, it is dem tired, walking slowly i mean. and i can’t look down while walking cos i’ll get dizzy. a ah, everywhere seem soo far. somebody come and carry me, ha ha

owh, i met nazri at pm hentian kajang today. bikkurishita, cos i was looking at the foods when he suddenly greeted me.

tanak beli umah ker?
single kan?? barang mcm org dah kawen!

ha ha ha. the plumber that i called, while working and chatting mentioned those 2 things. since i asked him to fix things here and there, acting like the owner of the house, he commented that i shud buy my own house. yes, me wantsss, but i don’t really have extra money for that T______T now. not yet. itsuka .. kanarazu!!!! and he asked me y i didn’t put the fridge in the kitchen so i replied that the kitchen was gonna be so stuffy if i do that, since I DIDN’T PUT EVERYTHING IN THE KITCHEN YET. he he, i’m still in the middle of unpacking. he was amused and laughing saying that i have too many stuff for a single woman. tsk tsk tsk. shikatanai deshou, i cannot live without fridge or stove or washing machine or vacuum (okay, that’s a lie ^^). i’m not a student anymore, who was just passing that place for a period of time. i live there so i wanna be as comfortable as i can, so that i’m always happy. if u are happy, you’ll look younger .. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

did i mention that my new house has a nice garden, both at the front and the back of the house. it already has a leafy curry tree and pandan tree at the back garden. i pulled out (yesss, i go back to my old house, hoeing all might) my very fertile lemongrass tree that i planted few months before. i don’t wanna left it there. and i took my small pandan tree with me too cos the one that already planted at the back garden was too wild. hmph, i pulled that one out and planted my small one ^^.

i still haven’t finished unpacking and tidy up the kitchen. and i think i need something ‘breathing’, an animal to keep me company. a fish??? too much work. a cat??? smelly and yes, too much work too. i’m thinking about hamsters. small and easy to manage. hu hu hu. i need to save up money for that.

yes, finally i moved out from that house, and moved in to the new house. ha ha ha. same taman (garden?? precint??) just diff road. from 5/8 to 5/2. and from No 8 to No 7. keh keh keh. the lorry driver was joking around, saying ‘alah, pindah sebelah umah jer ^^”. yeah yeah yeah^^

the new house has a same structure as the old one, i think they were built at the same phase. but somehow i feel like my room was a bit smaller than before. hmmmm, kinou sei ka na~~ the floor is parkey, dark brown. and the wall is cream, light yellow. i wish the told me 1st before they repaint the house. then i’ll request WHITE!!! white cos i like bright space, bright lighting, bright … everything, but, ma iikka ~~

y i wanna move? cos the old house’s owner didn’t wanna fix any prob occurred in HIS house anymore. he asked me to repair it myself. what the hell. i’m just renting ur place okay. plus with a quite expensive rent. the owners supposed to keep maintaining their property. dem it, i’ve been patient for two yrs already. well, good bye mister if-u-wanna-stay-here-u-gotta-follow-my-rules. saraba~~~ and owh, he still owe me my 2 months deposit plus RM100 for electrical and water.

moving costing money. at least for me. cos i definitely have to rent a lorry T_____T. my stuff are too much and too big and too heavy for me to carry it myself by car. new house means new set of keys, and i provide the keys for all my housemates, cos they probably won’t stay there forever (y i assumed that i’m gonna stay there forever?? *bonk*). and i called a plumber cos 2 of the toilet didn’t have a pipe head (just a shower), a pipe for washing machine and i need to pull an electric cable for my fridge and washing machine. i already asked much from the new owner so i felt that i shouldn’t ask more. yeah. goodbye money. one good thing tho is the rental is a bit cheaper than before but i still keep the same rent for each room. i think i’m gonna keep it that way until the extra rent covered the whole moving expenses. 

so,
deposit=700
lorry = 110
keys = 41
pipe+cable=200

where the hell i got all those money from? i just paip my master fee okay … uwahhhhh, bikkurishita O_o

somebody uploaded onoD live concert (not his alone, there were 4 others artists) yesterday. ho ho ho. finally i manage to see him live, live as in performing live, ha ha ha. i actually been looking for his live performance for weeks ^__^. i’m not going to talk much about his live performances (cos i don’t think i’ll able to hold back, and he he, it’s not fangirl flailing) but i’m satisfied. i like his voice, his tone when he sings so, watching live is more than enuf for me. the bonus things about following onoD is, he always looks good on events. everywhere i watch, he looks, yummy for my eyes. argh, it’s hard not to like onoD, i meant, more than hiroC XDDDDDD

anyway, on the music bisness, yeah. hiroC is coming out with mini album. MINI ALBUM!!!! i actually couldn’t believe my eyes when i first read about the rumours. the said website actually put up a page of his album for pre order and then took it down back on the same day.  even it was just a mistake, a famous online store wouldn’t make such mistake rite. i waited a few days after and then, yes, it’s true. ha ha ha. i don’t wanna believe it, i think hiroC doesn’t really need an album cos he was a dam good seiyuu and he’s doing really good now but of cos he knew better. it’s his life. as much as i think hiroC doesn’t cut for singer, hmmmm …. yeah, i pre ordered his album already … HA HA HA HA HA. it’s cheaper than the usual arashi’s single cos his mini album come with dvd (footage of the making and pv *oooooohh yesssssss*) and a photobook. thank god the seiyuu staff is cheaper…

yeah, onoD and hiroC make me happy as much as arashi these days. he he he

owh, new catch phase .. hareC ameD  ha ha ha ha ha ha. cos hiroC mini album title is ‘Hare no Hi’ and onoD theme for most of his song was ‘ame’. they really are a nice combi. ME LIKE!!!!!!

umai futari sukieba ii jan~~ XDDD

i’ve registered as a student, part time student in UITM and now i’m bounded with schedule. school stuff. one of the sacrifice that i have to make in order to try to achieve what i seek. for this semester, i’ll have to attend seven weeks classes only. both saturday and sunday. which mean 12 hrs per week. we were deciding which weeks that we are going to attend for lecture and only god knows how hard i pray and pray that my lecturer gonna leave the 11 and 12 July open, but ….. 

so here i am. I.WON’T.BE.ABLE.TO.GO.TO.REDANG.ANYMORE. cos if i go, i’ll loose 12 hrs worth of lecture, which is crazy and i’m not crazy enuf. not for this anyway. it’s painful to think that i won’t be able to be with my friends, having fun but i’m sure everybody else had already experienced this. but me, always at the center of events. this is gonna be the 1st time for me.

i still don’t feel too sad thinking about not be able to join them but i mayb (or i’m sure) i’ll cry on the day itself. yeah yeah, call me sappy, whatever .. still, i  don’t wanna be left out, so pls have as much fun as u can guys and come back and tell me all the wonderful stories. ah, thinking back, this is the most desired place that i ever wanna go since we started this yearly travelling. i mean not redang particularly but an island.  hmm, if i’m younger, i maybe feel stronger about this, angry or sad, but i think, since i’m getting older and older, ive became much calmer, which is a good thing i think. accepting fate or qada’ dan qadar is hard. am i too exaggerating over just a holiday .. nah .. who care ~~

to niza, i’m really sorry cos i gave u headache and made u did the supposedly unnecessary new arrangement with the booking party. to all my friends, i’m sorry i couldn’t be there with u guys (ha ha, feel like VIP, tsk). don’t think much about me (hu hu, again the VIP mode *bonk*) and HAVE FUNNNNN TO THE FULLEST cos that’s what i did when even one of us couldn’t made it before. ha ha ha

this is not a sad post or whatever. i got some time in hand and i thought i shud write about this. i planned to write just a few lines but, yeah, as usual, i failed. ha ha ha. i shud go before i write another 3 or 4 paragraph more XDDDD

HAVE FUNNNNNNNN !!!!!!!

and it’s newer than before \\(^_^)// …

BEFORE

AFTER

it costed my insurance company more than rm2500. i guess if i pay it myself it wouldn’t cost that much. the best thing about claiming insurance is that they change almost everything (cos obviously the workshop wanna powwed as much as they could rite .. ha ha). i got a pair of new eyes for my bambee and also a new plate number. my boss said that my kelisa is not so-limited-edition anymore but i say, “NO. But it’s newer than before!!”

note to myself, if i got into accident again,

If not guilty, asked the guilty party to pay 1st at least RM500 even you wanna claim insurance in case u have to pay the summon from JPJ or any other fee the insurance company gonna charge you especially if u’re driving somebody else car.